Best night for friends!

So last night was the best!

I was scheduled for a dance rehearsal from 9-5, but I got out at 3:30, which gave me time to shower and get my shit together before going over to Jonna's house to get ready.

Jonna picked Delawna and I up and we got ready, which was hella fun. We busted out the camera and started taking pictures. I knew it was gonna be a sick night.

We got to the rave, but it was boring. I got to see Moses for a little bit, which made me so happy. No one was dancing at first and hella people were tripping out. But then I saw this one kid I knew, but never actually talked to. We talked for like ten minutes and we hella clicked. As friends though... I'm pretty sure he's straight.

The cops ended up coming and we ditched that shit.

Leanndra and I made a plan so I could go to the bull. But the dumbass people were freaking out because of the cops, so I couldn't leave. But when the rave was ended, it was my chance to go. When we got to the bull, we didn't think we were gonna get in until a fight broke out. It was like god wanted me to go in. It was the best thing ever. I danced with Leanndra, Nikki, Delawna, and Jonna all night. Then I saw Paul and Martin, so it got a little weird. Then some guy grabbed my ass, and another groped me. I felt molested and confident all at the same time. OH!!! And there was not one, but two drag queens. Funniest shit ever. Nikki and I were in awe the whole time. Then one of them told Jonna to put her tits away. So amazing.

We left around 1:15 and met up with a friend of Delawna's at Jack in the Box. Then we decided to go to Denny's instead. That was a little weird. But the food was soooo good.

When we go to Jonna's, we ate a little more, then we went to sleep hella quick!

The next morning, Jonna made us muffins, which were the shit. Delawna had to go home, so we left.

It was overall, a bombass night.

Thank you to everyone who contributed to making it amazing!

I love the wind, but I hate the sound...

So the weekend is coming up and I'm in a little bind.

Delawna, Leanndra, and I planned on going to the Brave Bull Saturday, but I was also invited to a rave, which is literally behind it. I'm going more towards the Brave Bull because it's with Leanndra and that girl is amazing!

Bleh. I have dance rehearsal from 9 to 5, but the plus side is that I know the ballet already, so I pretty much get to hang out and sleep the whole time. The can-can is hella hot. I learned it, and I must say... I can't wait to teach the girls how to dance slutty. It's my specialty!

=D

Well, bedtime for me.

P.S.

I met this incredible guy named Moses whose super sweet and cute. I've never been this confortable with a guy like I am with him. I'm trying to avoid getting my hopes up, because we're starting off slow and we're getting to know each other first,

but that seems to be working just fine.

GOODNIGHT!

On the brighter side.

So today is my birthday and I've been feeling much better. The last few days have been really weird. I got to go out Saturday and that was super fun.

Yesterday I went to LaserQuest for a birthday party. That was sooo much fun. Afterwards, I went to Salida and saw Leanndra, which made me super happy. I love that girl to death. She and I made a cake and played some question game which turned out to be the "Let's Hate Chris Torres" version=D

Hopefully I get to go out and have some fun today. My mom gave me a card with $100 in it. I'm gonna go get some clothes and hang out.

Bye everyone.

Have a nice day.

Most depressing Valentine's day.

Today has gone wrong in so many ways, and it's not because I don't have someone to hold on Valentine's Day. My oldest brother Chris and his wife Julie are going through a rough time right now and there's a possible chance of divorce. My brother is very irrational and he locked himself inside his house today and held a gun to his chest. His best friend Ian was in the house, so that kept my brother from doing it. He kept asking Ian to leave so he could do it. Then my mom had to call 911 ON HER OWN SON! My mom came home in tears. Shawn and I had to put all of my brother's weapons in my dad's safe so he wouldn't go home and get it.

Today seriously sucks. I never thought in a million years that my family would fall apart like this. Especially on a day where everyone's supposed to be in love. I was so close to tears.

I was gonna go out with Delawna and a few friends to this party, but I don't know if I can. I think my family needs me at home. It just confuses me how everything can seem so right, yet it's so fucked up....